once again this one will speak for the mind of one who fears reprisal,
I don't get it!
i mean, why is it that life is doing this to me?
back home i was a spaz, loner, loser whatever...
i leave home thinking i've don't have any one.
i come back for a lil bit and i supposedly do, i go back to work and relize i was just despreate. i drop into a depression, and i wonder, "does life really matter?" i end up having a nervous breakdown at work, right in front of my boss......after a few pysch sessions i end up meeting a nice girl. we get along really well. we're damn near alternate reality versions of each other. of course with my 'gift' i win over her parents before i started dating her..... now here i am in another state away from home and away from my girlfriend. and i begin to wonder...."was i ever really in love? am i capable of it? was it just desperation like before?" so i find my self staring at my celing fan watching it spin and thinking "where have i fucked up? is this life or just me?"
you have heard the anon rant you may begin the reprisal to me and me alone.....
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